For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

This Time We'll Take It Slow

2008-10-31T14:16:00.001+08:00

Alright, as usaul, I enjoy myself everytime while I'm clubbing.

So last night I went to Poppy for the Halloween Night

and of caurse celebrate for Tz's birthday.
It was a freaking blast night i would say that

and really hope that you had a awesome time with us :)

Haha, pictures time?

Bitches,

The sweetest couple I heart :)

Birthday boy Tz,

Joan Darling,

The girls with Simon,

What you doing wey, Tz?

Slow down boy,

Alright, so he is freaking high and this is what we called " DRUNK"

What the hell you doing, babe?

Benjamin & Me,

Sunny dear,

I [L][I][K][E] this =)

Kiss for birthday boy Tz,

Say "Tak Nak" to smoke people,

LOLX =D

Big boobs?

NO, Babe the biggest!!!

We rock this Halloween,

Random,

The cute tiger,

Happy Birthday Tz!

Still There For Me

2008-10-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

A day out with the girlfriends as I miss them like hell lots,

always love the outing with them,

and we can just laugh like there's nobody around :)

Since its been a long time i didn't go back to hometown

and so this time Arthur is coming back along with me.

Wei Xin, Min Min, Shyuan & Me,

The girls of the night,

Sistery love ♥

Take 1 : FAILED

Take 2 : FAILED

Take 3 : FAILED

Take 4 : Finally, we got it. Thanks God!

Opps, pa tou kena tangkap, lolx

Babe, you're fail again to being retard. Gone case -_-

The last picture before we went home :)

All Good Things Come To An End

2008-10-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hello there people of the world!

I'm Back =)

Wasn't having the mood and time to blog lately and that explains the reasons why i haven't been updating these past few weeks, but here i am, once again back on track :)

So, life been pretty good i guess. Chuan Yang picked me up around 10-ish and off went to Sunway Lagoon. Reached there, got our stuff and waited at Meng Tin Restaurant for the rest, at the same time, we were taking our breakfast too. By the time everyone was together, and head to Lagoon.

The girl was buying ticket there, and what the hell guys doing there?

Hui Zhi, Me, Fatt & KeShin

Group Photo :D

Winnie Darling,

KeShin Babe,

And here's my turn now, being retarded yet again, lol,

Showing my LOVE to you,

YooHoo, finally we got to go in :)

Being the little children and looking at the tiger -_-

So here's the 1st challange,

360 degree priate ship!

People who sitting opposite us with their smiling face :)

And few seconds ago,

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Omg, KeShin was crying. She was like crazy once the ride was upside down. Andy, Winnie & me can't stop of laughing when we saw their scary and retarded look, lolx.

So after the ride, we were heading to wet park lu.

So, we cabut around 5-ish and went to sunway walk around. And I buy Arthur 2 piceses of baby T, Winnie and Yew Wey was buying birthday presents for their friends. Then, the next station is Kepong. So, we heading to Kepong around 10-ish for steamboat buffet. And also celebrate Kent's 21st birthday.

Happy 21st Birthday Kent!

Gosh!!! What an exhausting day it had been, but awesome at the same time though. Hmmm...i'm really tired now, so it's time to say goodbye people, toodles =D

I Will Suffer For You

2008-10-03T10:57:00.009+08:00

Just look at this $

The funny shit, lolx :)

So send me alll your money friends!

I need it,

I love it,

I want it!!!

Money Money Money $$$

You Should Feel What I Feel

2008-10-01T16:21:00.004+08:00

Well, well, well...

Guess what?

Arthur Fung decided to give me another surprise, yet AGAIN! :D

Whatever that happened past few days was just a trick!

The arguments and all that shit was just a bloody LIE.

Let me tell you how it all started, it goes like this...

Few days ago, Arthur and I had a little argument.

He told me that he'll going to cameron for his Raya holiday,

but,

at first he told me he won't going because there's such a bloody boring place.

So that i suggest he come to JB and find me

seems that he got nothing to do during the holiday.

Then, he answered like "Hmmm...think i don't feel like going anywhere."

So that, i said : "Ok lu, just stay at KL. Somemore it's tiring to drive alone for long distand and just save your money."

And he was agree with me.

And for God knows what reasons,

suddenly he told me that he'll going to cameron for holiday.

So i was like what the fuck,

you rather to go to a boring place that you hate it very much

but not coming to find me.

And i was so damn pissed at him.

So he just go ahead today,

and i was here so so disappointed. Sob!

And so, the girl and I deciede to go for our lunch at Jin Xin cafe,

and just ignore about the guy.

I got my prepared and waited for Min to come get me,

Wei Xin called and said they'll be late, ask us to go fisrt.

So we just got there and waited them patienely.

But of cause i can't really ignore about him

so i started to call but it doesn't work.

And i was there to shout out my grievance to Min.

Finally, he called back to me.

As the same time, my two girlfriends had reached.

I picked up the phone and

I saw him standing right there :)

So he got me again,

and this time the girls were helping him as well!

Damnnnnnn, why does it seem like it's so easy to fool me? Haha.

Well, Arthur Fung is Mr. Smart Pants, what can I say?

Teehee :D

I'll Be Missing You

2008-09-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

HAHA!!

Holiday-ing!

And I'm back.

I mean i'm back to my hometown JB.

Happy Happy Happy :)

I'm Gonna Be Alright

2008-09-27T23:41:00.001+08:00

Someone asking me if i missed you?

I didn't anwer.

I just closed my eyes and walked away.

Then,

I whispered "so much".

Yah, i'll admit it,

I MISS YOU,

I MISS US,

but I can't think about those things anymore.

I gotta move on,

because this,

this is pointless.

You make me even confuse of what i want.

I'm Foolishly Overreacting!

2008-09-26T15:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MUNHO!

Hope you have a blast night with us babe, it's freaky high indeed. And really hope that you had a freaking awesome time! :) Happy birthday! Muackssss...

She's Little Miss Bad :)

2008-09-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

Ohh La Lah!

The younger night turn on now!

Let's get high and rock this party!

BooHooooo!!!

Euphoria by MOS

The puke kings,

Met the girlsss,

Bradon & Yvonne,

Baby and he was drunk,

Booooooo!!! He's freaking drunk!

The LOSER!!!

My crazy mates,

Yamcha after that, and being retarded me -_-

Go Crazy And Break The Rules

2008-09-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

Melaka Trip @ Summer Concert

- Part 2 -

Finally i get the pictures from my darling Wei Xin, and I have to wait so long, sob -_-

Yi Ling & me,

3 of us "bersampat-sampat" together,

Crazy Yvonne, lolx

And come closer baby,

So that, we went for satay chulot after that.

So, just look at this pack of people and you'll know...

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TADAA!!!

Actually it's functional. Teehee :D

So, we went back to my hometown - JB after this. Happy happy happy :)

Finally i met my girlfreinds. Miss you babe :)

So, of caurse not forgotten to camwhole with the girlfreinds and with the Rocky as well :P

The G I R L F R I E N D S,

"Sor Zai" Arthur,

Hey! What you doing eh babe?

And my turn now, feeling the wind. Sob, what a stupid retarded gang we are! But I LIKE IT :)

The stupid posture that we have -_-

Always On Time

2008-09-15T14:43:00.000+08:00

The Baby Girls Day Out

Cheong-K Session

So here's the Darlings,

My chio baby,

3 Darlings,

And of cause not forgotten my Wei Xin darling too :) But it's too bad without Shyuan :(

Loveliest darling,

The wtf pose of mine -_-

Just like to have fun with you, my baby girls.

Apologize When You Should

2008-09-13T04:47:00.000+08:00

Since the Mooncake Festival is coming soon,

so the mates planned to get together and celebrate it our way.
So after having dinner with the precious friends of mine,

Arthur sent me to Keshin place.

We started to eat, eat, eat, and eat.

And here we are being the little child in us :)

G I R L F R I E N D S,

And again, retard...

Baby girl Winnie,

Kiss kiss baby,

Love my CHANEL,

Bite the CHANEL,

Yeah yeah!!

Who's smelly foot?

His greatest pose, lolx

Andy? Zombie?

Pose#1,

Pose#2,

Pose#3,

Went up to Keshin home to have a drink after that, and more laughing was continue then :) After few hours, the alcohol lover had tired and he was slept in the sofa. So we decided to save the rest liquor for the next gathering. Can't wait for the next party anymore, hoho! So i was sent home around 4am. Ishhhh...my eye bags and dark circles are getting worst to even worst, sigh! Arrrggghhhh...i gotta run now. Till then people, nitez :)

Music Saves My Soul

2008-09-06T22:08:00.001+08:00

Bar Celona @ 05092008

Darling Winnie,

Darling William,

Today's Hot Chicks,

[Tee] [Fatt] [Me]

Rock this party,

The babies,

Wey, Winnie, William and me,

Buddiesssssss,

Dear Huizhi, Dear Wey, Dear Keshin

The youngers night :)

Let's Get Drunk and Freaky High :)

2008-09-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

Euphoria a.k.a M.O.S @ 04092008

The Dance Floor,

Baby Sunny,

Crazy mates,

With Tze's friend,

Tuborg Cheerssss,

H o w a r d and Y v o n n e,

Party People,

My stupid face, lolx

Shake it baby!

Hear It, Cause I'm Screaming It

2008-09-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

Thank You My Baby Girls

Dearest baby girls,

I got it from Hong and it was so surprising. I like it very much, thank you. It's unfortunate that you all can't read this blog post today, but I'm doing this here now so that when you get the time you'll be able to read it. Firstly, I wanna thank you for being my friend for the past few years. Looking back through the years, I can't believe how long we have been best friends, through good times and bad. When i need someone to cry, with me and luagh together, give me a shoulder to lean on and you'll always be there by my side. True friendship isn't being inseperable, it's being seperated and nothing changes. Just like what we had done now, there's nothing ever changes, there's nothing ever can break our freindship. So that, i guess i would hardly get a boyfriend right now, you know why? Cause I'd deeply in love with the five bitches, which is my super girlfriend. Teehee :) My friends are crazy girlfriends? But I LOVE THEM ♥

Our Laughs [ Limitless ]

Our Memories [ Countless ]

Our Friendship [ Endless ]

Yvonne

Sat It's Me That You'll Adore

2008-09-01T19:29:00.010+08:00

Shabu Shabu

~ yummy yummy ~

Nagomi it was again for lunch :)

The four of us, Arthur, Cynthia, Chester and I decided to have our lunch there.

So we off there after we had finish it. And it's yummy!

The soup,

The vege and lamen,

The souse [ vinegar, garlic, penut ]

Salmon, my favourite :)

The egg and beef,

It's ready to eat, yummy!

Next station will be Sungai Besi, we went there to get Hong.

Cause he gonna to start his college life tomorrow. Hoho :)
After that, we went for Sunway to get some stuff for Hong.
And we had Haagen-Dazs Chocalate Foundae there. Likey likey (:
Finish it, sent Hong move in to his new room and off we went.

So Much That You've Given Me

2008-08-30T16:29:00.007+08:00

The day start with Arthur, Cynthia and I going for jogging.

It's a great morning

and a healthy lifestyle which i wanna way back into it.

Cause it had been a long time that i never do exercise -_-

DINNER

Having dinner with Arthur Fung. And I don't even know that where he suppose to bring me, just get my prepared to wait for him. He decided to give me another suprise, yet AGAIN!!! A romantic western restaurant "Cafe Cafe". Having our dinner there. As usaul, we enjoy the food as well. Suddenly, he told me that he need to make a phone call and he get off there. And leave me alone in the restaurant. Well, he was back after few minures ago. His gesture looks so weird after the phone call. So I start to guess what he gonna do. And he take out a paper bag, put down on the table. So he got me again :) He buying me a Tiffany&Co. Dammmmnnnnn, why does it seem like he's trying to give me the best everytime? Haha :)

Firstly, I wanna thank you for your surprise.

You have always been a good friend of mine,

always listened whenever I had problems,

and always managed to find a way to make me smile again :)

I have always appreciated you as a freind,

i'm gonna appreciate you all the way and even more.

So all i wanna say is,

Thanks for giving me the best.

Learn From Your Mistakes

2008-08-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

First up, I just realized that i haven't updated for a week,
so to all my loyal readers out there,

my apologies :)

Damn hao lian, "loyal readers" lolx.

Well, i want to do, but i just didn't have the time, and the pictures as well to update.

Life's been pretty awesome but hectic at the same time though.

Alright, let's start off with,

SATURDAY

Summer Concert @ Melaka 23.08.08

On the way to Melaka around 4-ish,

Retard team :D

Time to camwhore! Teehee:)

Wei Xin, Me & Yi Ling,

Scream-ing,

Yeah! Yeah!

WTH, i'm doing :D

We are so damn hyper up at the moment once it's Xiao Zhu turn, wowwww~

Girlsss,

And again, sandwiched! (:

And oh yeah, we do enjoyed this concert so much and

XIAO ZHU SOOOOO DAMN LENG ZAI!!!

Love ya...toodles :D

SUNDAY

Heading back to JB once the concert had finish.

I'M AT JB HOME NOW!

Muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Yeah, finally i was back and had the chance to eat my grandmum's home cook food, i was soooooooooo miss it!Hanging out with the girlfriends at night time and we went for cheong-k. Teehee :) So pictures just wait for i get it from Wei Xin, okay.

MONDAY

Heading back to KL.Spent the day with my mum, and went for my hair do.After that, heading back to KL, reached around 11-ish.

TUESDAY

As i remember, woke up at 10 in the morning. After that, got dress and wait for Arthur to come. We went to Subang had our breakfast and INTI college atfer that. So, once Hong and me had done our stuff in INTI, 3 of us, Arthur, Hong and me start to survey to room to let at Subang which near by the college. Cause Hong gonna start his college life soon in 2nd of Sept. Go around there one and half hour, met up with fews landlord and finally Hong got his decision. We was sent to Sunway to meet up with Wei Xin and her cousin for the shopping session and Pavilion after that. So i got myself a Forever 21 dress, a short and a pair of silver colour heels for my pageant tomorrow. After yam cha in Taman Tun, we was sent home around 12-ish.

WEDNESDAY

Finally, today is the grand final for the Golden Sun Vogue Supermodel '08. I was so nervous as usual. Alright, woke up at 10:30, got my prepared and headed to Kuchai Lama for the rehersal. Here's some of the pictures i got now, the rest will be uploaded once i get my hand on. So here we go!

The big big poster which hanging up at the stage,

While waiting for the opening dance,

Say "NO" to smoke,

Patricia & Yvonne,

Miss Yvonne,

Pose, pose, pose,

Baby with me,

Baby girl,

Miss Shirley,

Miss Emily,

Miss Joanne,

Miss Pinky,

Amber Chia,

And beib the winner, muackssssssssssssssssss

Congratulation beib! Much love :) It was finally finished, and i'm gonna to miss you all so much. Even thought that i get nothing and some stupid cheating from the pageant. Hmmm...I'm not gonna to elaborate much about the freaking cheat. I was so mad about the bluff but i still had a good time to be with you all there though. So will do more harder next time and it's a MUST for me to be more and more and more clever and keen of judgment something.

Remember He Has Gone Away

2008-08-23T01:34:00.013+08:00

Hey guys, I just got home and done my bath.

My oh my, what an exhausting day its had been,

and I'm feeling extremely tired.

Woke up at 9am today and having breakfast "dim sam" with Arthur.

After that, went for APT Make up Studio for the show today.

Reached there around 11-ish and started to prepare, make up, style the hair, and everthing.

Seat down there for the whole day preperation once i had reached.

Huhhhhh...it's really getting to burst my ass down -_-

And here's a snap though :)

The eyes make up, it's nice, and i like it :)

With the cutie make up artist,

Hmmm...well...so that's all what i get now and the rest just wait k^^
And pictures will be upload soon once i get all my hand on.
So Arthur pick me up around 8-ish once i get done all,
and we went for our dinner time.
Woohoo...~~~i'm sooo hungry man!
Teehee (:

Here's the place that we had our dinner in Pavilion,

The tiring face after work -_-

After we had finished the dinner, watch the movie "...Zohan."
Hmmm...the movie just nice, soso, and think that rate it 5/10.
So i was send home after the movie.
Alright, that's pretty much for today, so what is the planned for tomorrow?
We are gonna get into the Summer Concert in Melaka, haha :D
Let's get high in party man!!! And hope its not goanna be so unorganized as this year, but think it should be ok, cause we get the VVIP ticket...boohoo :D

Arrrggghhhh...i gotta run now, i was so damn sleepy and tired. Nites (:

110% Head Over Heels The Anger

2008-08-21T11:48:00.003+08:00

I am so fucking angry at you right now!

YES YOU!

IS YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

You bloody childish!

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pisses at you!

I'm so so mad!

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!

Full Of Bullshit!

You asshole,

and screw that fucker you!

Whatever reason you give me,

I'm still gonna be so damn fucking mad at you!

Sucky Sucky You!

I HATE YOU!!!

I'm just so mad at you now that i can't say anything!

Really feel like rushing back to your side

and smacking you so damn hard till you wake up!

Urrgggghhhhhhh!!!

Pure Bullshit That Comes Out Of Your Mouth!

SUCKSSSSSS!!!

I Guess I Feel Alright

2008-08-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey guy, guess what?

I'm here at his place doing some stuff for my take-home-test -_-

and I'm kinda bored so that's why i deciede to blog.

Went out with Arthur for dinner just now,

went to Alexis first then SS2 after that Kelana Mahkota,

Alexis

The guy keep sms, never style his hair, sorrrr... :D

Well, I'll be going to KL early in the morning tomorrow for the fitting, teehee :) So, see you there my Peggy darling. Hmmm...hope that can get a nice dress, hoho...God bless! Damn, i think it's time for doing my stuff now lu. I better stop now before i crap even more. Toodles.

Once Upon A Time For Us

2008-08-17T02:19:00.002+08:00

Well well well...

THE GIRLS NIGHT OUT!!!

Woohoo... :D

Went Maison with the girl friends last night.

Not that much peoples and crowed like the ladies night.

Barely even enjoyed myself.

But we did have a blast last night

and i kinda enjoyed the company of my girls being there,

Joan, Vivian & Sunny.

Even thought that they were pretty drunk last night

and got really wasted, haha :)

♥ MISS YOU GIRLS ♥

Annway, i haven't got em' pictures from Joan yet,

(and I hope you're reading babe)

so be patient okie^^

Stop This Pain Tonight

2008-08-15T05:46:00.006+08:00

I'm just so sleepy now -_-

But, I wanna update a lil about today first, teehee :)

So woke up at 11:30 this morning,

and waited for Chuan Yang came and got me.

We went to Sunway around 1-ish after that.

And having our lunch, Sakea Sushi, beloved food...Hohoho :D

As usaul, shopping time after we had finish our lunch.

So walked around there lil bit and I get myself a blue colour dress...Happy happy me!

After that went for dinner with Arthur and all his colleagues.

Huh...What the hell that I had just wait for him around 45minutes at the Ampang Park

and it's just because of the stupid traffic jam!

SIGH! SIGH! SIGH!

So get on the car and we had to jammm again

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Spend around 2hours just reached the restaurant, SOB!

What I want to say is, I HATE THERE, and we had Black List the restaurant!

The service was damn fucking sucksssssss,

The food was bloody soso,

And we had to wait for a fucking long time just to get the fucking soso dishes,

I'm sorry, but i would said that

WTFFF!!!

Alright, rushed back to PJ and got my dress to wait for Arthur again.

So it was a CocoBanana night...woohoo!!!

Hmmm...overall still not bad

but emo-ing over some shit happend :(

We got no pictures for the night.

Oh well, that's all i guess.

Good Night peoplessssss, toodles :)

Where were you?

And I'm so sorry,

I cannot sleep,

I cannot dream tonight.

I need someone

and always this sick strange darkness

come creeping on so haunting everytime.

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason.

Will you come home

and stop this pain tonight?

Deep In My Heart I Truly Know

2008-08-14T18:28:00.008+08:00

Today's Friend

1300-13-1300

See! I told you already, I'll take my meal, so don't worry about me k^^ And I'm really a big girl already, I know how to take care myself, but maybe I'm using others way that you've not noticed and I know what I've done. As I told you just now, I got two hands to hold; two legs to walk; two eyes to see and two ears to listen. And I'm always listening to you all, really listening it properly. And I really noticed that your concern, noticed that you're always giving me the best. I'm happy that you were here with me, spending time on me and never demand on requite. I know you're reading there, and I told you, I was so gonna to say Thank You!

P/s : No Maison for Miss Yvonne tonight.

Now I Realize That I Really Didn't Know

2008-08-12T02:40:00.007+08:00

I hate everyday that passed I can't see you...

But even after a horrible day,

hearing your voice seems to make everything better.

After a good day, hearing your voice make it a

WONDERFUL day.

When i first saw you,

I was Afraid to meet you.

When i first met you,

I was Afraid to hold you.

When I first held you,

I was Afraid to kiss you.

When i first kissed you,

I was Afraid to love you.

And you said that you love me...

So why did you leave me?

Was I not good enough for you?

Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit.

So Have Fun, Get Drunk, Fall In Love,

say what I wanna say, do whatever I want to do!

Regret nothing.

and Don't let people who don't matter bring me down.

Life comes with NO guarantees, NO time outs, NO second changes.

But always remember

Life Goes On!!!

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♥ The Rules Of Love ♥

Kiss on the lips = I loveyou

Kiss on the ear = You're special

Kiss on the nose = Laughter

Kiss on the cheek = Friendship

Kiss on the forehead = I comfort you

Kiss on the neck = I want you

Kiss on the shoulder = You're wonderful

Kiss anywhere else = Be careful

Play around with hair = Can't live without you

Holding hands = Happiness

Arms around waist = You're mine, I need you

A hug = I care

Nibbel on ear = Strat warming

Smiling at each other = I like you

Lifting up eyebrows, wink = Flirtation

Looking around = Hiding the feelings

Tender kiss on the side of your lips = You're mine

Wetting your lips = Waiting for a kiss

Tear drop = I'm losing you

Crying = I lost you

I Thought I Could, But I Couldn't

2008-08-11T23:42:00.009+08:00

Oh well, a morning call from Wei Xin today and i woke up around 11-ish after that. Hmmm...i was so damn sleepy man cause it had been a long time that i never woke up such early already -_- anywayz bla bla bla...
Alright, Wei Xin and me went to Landmark, reached there around 3pm.
Got there, registered, and

WEI XIN IS OFFICIALLY AN REFFERS STUDENT!

Hohohoho :D So hope that Wei Xin babe can enjoy your college life after that.

Well after that, we went to S.U.S and met up with some friends. Then, we headed to CS and Kim Gary for our lunch.

Take#1 Wei Xin Babe,

Take#2 Miss Yvonne,

Cool Babe,

After we had finished our lunch, walked around CS abit, and I got myself two piceses of t-shirt, Wei Xin got herself a polo T. Keke :)

Camwhoring while the shopping session,

A lil bit of me,

Blur blur -_-

Darling adorable as usual,

And again (:

Anyway, we left CS around 7-ish, yam cha after that. And camwhoring is a must once we are on the way back. Teehee :)

Me & Wei Xin,

Missing you,

Loving you,

The retard buddiessssss,

Pout, pout, pout!!!

Lolz :D

So yeah, that's that for today, and what do i have planned for tommorow? Ammmm...so I will be back to KL. Ok, time for bed now, Good Night!

This War Against Your Faith In Me

2008-08-09T02:31:00.001+08:00

Just went home from yam cha,

actually suppose to cheong-k

with my dearest girlfriends after that.

But,

because of some shits, we started to argue.

So, end up we didn't go anywhere.

SIGHSSSSSSSSS!!!
Hmmm...i'm sorry for arguing with you, babe!
Just over a small thingie which wasn't even worth arguing,

I know you didn't like that,

I know you get pissed about that,

but am i do anything wrong about that?
Or we get any misunderstanding from the communication?

Anyway,

just forget about all those fucking arguement okay,

no matter that is you or me get wrong,
that's nothing ever can change our friendship.
And I'm really sorry dear...

Well well, after a long wait, i have finally recieved some of my pageant's pictures.

Golden Sun Vogue Supermodel '08

The Casual Wear,

The Swimwear,

The Costume Wear,

All contesten,

And the 9 finalist from heat 2,

Don't Save Me Cause I Don't Care

2008-08-08T20:08:00.000+08:00

Guess what?

Yeeeaaaahhhh...i'm here at JB again :)

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

But,

I MISS YOU,

I REALLY MISS YOU MADLY,

YES YOU,

YOUUUUUUUUU!!!

Smile Though Your Heart Is Aching

2008-08-05T20:07:00.034+08:00

Well, well, well...
I just came back from The Curve.

And today is the

Cheong-K Session @ Redbox

Warning : Loads of picture ahead.

Me & Chuan Yang

The babe, KeShin

Babe with me,

Darling Yew Wey,

Wey Darling,

The finger, lolz

Why standing so high, dear?

Darling 1,

Darling 2,

Darling 3,

Me likey likey,

The Babessssssss,

The ocean blue with Marlboro Light,

Love this,

And love this too,

Buddiessssssssss,

The Retard,

Sleepy Fatt Fatt sitting like uncle...

And the last but not least, the chickas.

You Took My Heart Away

2008-08-04T11:53:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to hide my pain,

Painting on a smile with lipstick,

Putting on a big charade,

It's getting harder everyday,

It's plain to see I'm cold and heartstick,

It ain't gonna be easy.

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Just Get Out From My Side Right Now!!!

Fuck It Yvonne!

Just Fuck It!

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God, please have mercy on me!

Broken Into Millions Of Pieces

2008-08-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

Last night, we had an intimate talk,
talked through so many things.

And I was talking to myself today,
i'm trying to figure out, truth or bull shit?

F.I.N.A.L.S

[Fuck, I Never Actually

Learned this Shit.]

That's what i was thinking all the time.

I feel like bursting into tears,

but i'm so sick and tired of crying.

I talked to myself,

The only things in life you regret are the risks that you didn't take.

And so on, I must be tougher than anything.

A box.

What do you think about inside this box?
It's surprise again you've given me.

Hey, Arthur Fung Yew Jo!

How many times the surprise you're trying to give me?

Thanks, thanks, thanks and thanks,

and how many times i want to mentioned THANKS for you?

Words really can't describe how much the grateful as well.

But deep down in my heart is still THANKS!

I really cannot imagine that how creative you are, but once i opened up it, this is a real surprise and it's a fact that you'r really soooooo creative. Even thought my facial expressions never show you that i'm surprise, but actually that's pretending. You know what, i told you i'm really good in pretend...teehee :)

Be honest, it's really beautiful and i like it. And again, i'm using all my heart to scream that

THANKSSSSSSSSS!!!

Thanks the things that you've given me so much, I'll appreciate it.

Ignore The Pain

2008-08-01T18:07:00.004+08:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you appreciate them.

When they're right, you believe lies

so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart

so better things can fall together.

Life kicks you around sometimes,

it scares you and it beats you up.

But there's one day when you realize,

you're not just a survivor.

You're a fighter,

You're tougher than anything.

My Love For You Is So Damn True!

2008-07-30T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, sorry that i've been neglecting this blog for the past few days. Life's been pretty awesome but hectic at the same time though. Been busy for the past few days, and now i finally have the time to chill at home and blog. I feel soooo tired these days, my eye bags and my dark circles are getting worst to even worst, sighs! Alright, let's start off with,

SUNDAY

Spent the day with my mum and we had the dinner with my uncle's family at "Gang Yi" restaurant. It's a pretty simple meal but the bil was extremely pricey indeed. Five hundrand plus a dinner, WTF!!! Anyway, i got a call from an agent this noon. So that i need to rushing back to KL tomorrow early in the morning, and eveything have to re-schedule in the short time, sighs!

MONDAY

Woke up at 6am, got prepared and waited for Shoa Xin come to get me. We headed to Peggy place to get my stuff, after that went the Larkin bus station. It's a 830am bus ticket, but i'm still there inside the car and the traffic jam like hell. Once i had reached Larkin and once the bus had gone. I missed out the bus and the ticket couldn't change. Sighs, i had to buy another ticket and it's really fed up. Anyway, I reached Kl around 1-ish i think and rushed to Mid Valley for the casting. After that, walked around there abit, i got myself a pair of Nose's heels and some Skin Food facial stuff. Arthur came to get me around 8 and went for our dinner. I had wait around one and half hours and the time that to wait for him really make me gonna dead over there, i just kept playing my PSP, sob! And finally i realise that waiting is not such an easy thing, that's really need patience. After we had finish our dinner, and we decided to meet Mun Ho at Puchong. Chit-chatted about 1hour and i was sent home.

TUESDAY

Chuan Yang came to get me at 1pm and sent me to Eric's saloon for my hair do. I had no choice to dye my hair by Eric's stuff cause he was damn busy there. Think that just dying black in colur so the stuff should be okay, but actually i was wrong, totally wrong! What the F, he made my hair spoil, yet he still proudly tell Arthur about that! Sighs, after washed all my hair tighten a knot together. Eric and some stuff spent around 2hours to tear open all my tighten hair. Why a hair stlylist can make people hair spoil by this stupid way? Stupid enough! And i have no ideas about it. Besides that, those customers was bloody noisy like a market there. I'm really fed up!

SIGHSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
Because of this, i had to cancel my appointment, which means that i lose a job! Fucked off!

WEDNESDAY

Alright, today was the first day for my pageant. I was soooo nervous. Woke up at 11am, and i got a call from a flower shop. The lady told me someone was sending me a bunch of flower and her stuff will sent for me before 2pm. The fisrt person flashed on my mind was Arthur cause he's the only one who know my address as well. Once i got the flowers and the card, i was stoned and speechless. Even know that is you, but still very touching.

Yes, as you had mentioned that,

I'm nervous,
I'm anxious,
I'm worried,

I'm tense,

But i'll do my best!

Thanks for the surprise you've given. It's the very fisrt time i get flowers by this way. I do appreciate it so much. Really thanks, guy! Mun Ho came at 230pm and sent me to Kuchai Lama for my pageant. Oh yeah, I did it, I was endered the finalist. Hahaha :) I was so hyper about it. So, the next Wednesday will be the swimwear night and I'll do my best too! Anyway, pictures will be uploaded soon when i get my hands on em. Till then, time to sleep (:

I MISS YOU AS MUCH AS YOU MISSED THE AIR!

Don't Forget About Us

2008-07-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

I'm currently having a terrible headache and flu, it's killing me!
And i guess maybe it's

because the lack of sleep in this past few days -_-

Alright, ignore all that.

Why does it seems like it's been awhile since i've blogged?
Anyway, who care that. And let's get started, shall we?

Yes, as you all have noticed that.
I'd just back from KL last night and I'm here at JB.

Well, life been the same and nothing much has been happen today.

And finally i had the time to post the pictures from KeShin place :)

P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S.

Darling Winnie

Me with the darling

LOL :D

Blek =p

And they'r enjoyed with this game

Here's all their messy PS stuff -_-

Yew wey being crazy with the game

Buddiessss (:

Jason, Me, KeShin & Winnie

Silly Smileys

The babes as usaul

WTF i'm doing?

my loveeeeee

Haha...i told u babe, i was soooo gonna to uplaod this ur dumb dumb looks

Born to having fun together :)

Cheersss cheerssssss!!!

Alright, that's all for the party and we had lots of fun that night.

Urrggghhh...i gotta run now and having my bath lol...!

Breathless Pretty

2008-07-24T19:50:00.003+08:00

Life's been pretty hectic lately.
Rushing on last minutes assignment really stress me out,

but thankfully i'm still alive and done it in time.

I slept around 4-ish last night i guess.

Today, i had woke up at 8am

cause i was gonna go for the morning class.

I woke up, got prepared, and wait for Yee Shiang patiently.

And so on i texted to Yee Shiang,

she reply me and said we'r not going for the morning class cause she is lazy.

I woke up, got prepared sooo early just for bull shit!!!

Anyway, i decieded to camwhoring lil in this morning,

Alright, i continued my study for the exam after that and have to wait for Yee Shiang to get me to college later noon again. Yee Shiang get me around 12-ish and we went to school. Since the time still early so we decieded to go to library and study a while.

This two guys keep reviewing the notes,

And I had done my exam perfectly, i would said that. When exam was done, we went to Good Neighborhood a.k.a Hao Gai Fong for our lunch. After that, KeShin, Fatt and me went to Jusco to buy some stuff for our party tonight. The next will be night market, we went for buying some stuff too. And i was send home around 7-ish.

Oh well, i shall go and have to get dress for the party at KeShin home tonight :) Can't wait!

I Wish You Well :)

2008-07-22T23:16:00.007+08:00

There is a extremely BIG wave on my moodiness lately.

And I have no fucking ideas why i'm feeling this way.

I got his text just now

and he told me some shit that make me really emo.

And i started to think.

Ever since that i left him 1month and 6 days,

I've been trying to hide my pain

as i made this such merciless decision on him,

I cry for about 1hour on the bed when i tell this to him.

He didn't have any big reaction on that time

and left natural yet unrestrained.

I talked thruogh with him and kept cried.

I thought to myself, am i had make a right choice?

Is it the decision too suddenness for him?

And after i think about it deeply,

i realised that it's really time's up for us.

Thanks for making me your special someone in your life.

I want you to take good care of yourself

and to think about your future,

that's what you had promise to me.

I pray for blessing that everything can go smooth on you.

And always remember that even without me now,

but still can live in a better life.

Fuck It, I Hate :(

2008-07-21T22:04:00.026+08:00

Goossshhh...!!! I thought i just realise that we need to summit the Malaysian Study assignment tomorrow. But, after i had check and comfirm with others, actually that the dead line had been extend to thursday. SOB!
Well, I woke up at 8:30 this morning and got prepared to wait for Yee Shiang come and get me to college. We were having our group discussion once we had reached.

Camwhoring a lil during the discussion,

These silly shot were taken for our presentation actually :)

Anyway, we had done our Basic Composition ll presentation successfully today -_- But it was freaking sucks actually. Maybe you guys will start to think about that why i'm so self-controdictory about that? Nevertheless, I'm not mention that our present was sucks but the lecturer. She started to showing us her bull shit face while we were presenting. WHAT THE HELL THAT!!! I HATE!!!Even thought that we didn't done it very nice as her wise but we had prepared for it and try our best to done it nicely. How can the lecturer's face to us like we had done it only for the secondary school level and keep trying to stop us, said that, can u just give me a conclusion sentense?

-__________-

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

I really don't know that what happen to her? Or we did it wrong? But i don't think so. And i guess maybe she doesn't know that what is RESPECT.
By the way, we were still paid out all our patience till the end of the class.

Anyhow, we decided to snap, snap, snap and snap.

Darling Winnie

The chickas :)

The stupid face =p

And here's some pictures taken by few days ago while we were prepared for our culture Chinese Wedding presentation...teehee :) So here we gooooo...

Naughty us :)

L.O.V.E this!!!

And love this too...blek =p

Yew wey beibbb

Wahahahaha ^____^

And they were sooo hyper up at the moment,

The silly Kent,

My darlingsssss...

Okay, enough is enough!
Anyway, it's time for me to continue my assingment, few more days left till 24th. Tata strangers and lovers. Muackssssss...

Miss You But I Try Not To Cry!

It Seems Like So Hard To Keep Pretending

2008-07-20T17:58:00.011+08:00

As usual, I enjoy myself everytime while I'm clubbing.

So last night I went to Coco Banana

and it was a blast night i would say that.

But too bad that no picures for last night.

There were so much more people there last night

and i had met up lots of friends there.

I drank quite alot, but i wasn't even close to tipsy.

I'M REALLY SORRY
MY TWO BABE!!!

I would say that sorry to my two babe, Munho and Eric.

I guess i was crazy last night and keep slapping on Munho face but i wasn't get drunk.

And i gave Eric a slap too, a really BIG slap that he had never been.

I become a murderer, that's the first slap he get in his life,

and I just rob it so easily.

Sorry for my emotion, babe!

Alright, think i had reach home around 4am last night and woke up at 1pm today.

So i got prepared and wait for Wei Jie, Chin Hong and Fei Han to come and get me.

We deciede to have or lunch at Tai Wan Mian.

After we had finished our lunch, they send me home. And send Wei Jie to Pudu, he gonna going back to JB for his holiday lol...Enjoy your day, Wei Jie!

Well, i get a call from Arthur and he said that wanna to pass me something

and ask me come out for a while.

Ohhh...he buy me a half dozen J.CO and i'm love in it.

Thanks Your Donuts, Guy!

And i would like to give a shout out to my dear friend Chuan Yang,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FRIEND!!!

Painting On A Smile With Lipstick

2008-07-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

Last night, Arthur come to get me around 7pm but i let him to wait again.

Sorry guy, i'll try my best to get ready in time next time.

Well, so we went to a sushi shop in Hartamas to have our dinner. I just can't barely remember the shop name, but the things that i know is when we go there the first time for our lunch, it's closed. Finally, we had our dinner there last night. Heard that arthur said his fren told him the food over there is very nice and delicious, sometimes it needs to queue for a long times. However, for me it seems like not a fact. Why i sounds like to hold in contempt that? Cause the food over there, for me it's just so so but i'm sure that is better than Sushi King. Oppsss...i didn't mean that Sushi King is sucks, so please you people there don't get my mean wrong, and i'm just use it to compare. Anyway, it still make me full like gonna vomit out all the food...teehee :) We get our bil and moved on to Pavilion watched a movie - The Dark Night. It was a freaking good movie i would say that, rate it 9/10. And where's the one mark gone, it just bacause two and half hours a movie for me it's too long. Anyway, i strongly recommend you guys to have look this movie. We left after the movie was finished, and went to poppy to meet up wit liz. After that, we go for a drink before we went home. And one of the guy there started to show off all his platinum credit card, what kind of car he owns and some shit while we were yam cha there. Sighsssss...what the hell that he do?

Well yeah,that's pretty much it for yesterday.What about today?

Chuan Yang and Tee come to get me around 3-ish

and we went to our college for the

SEGI College Charity Carnival '08.

Okay guys, I'm not gonna elaborate much cause just uploading the picture.

Trying to kiss the clown

Deng Deng Deng!!! Fight...hohoho :)

The Crew

The Buddies

And I get my temporary inked...teehee :)

Oh well, I'm currently waiting for Arthur to get me for my dinner and i gonna go...Can't let him to wait me again as i mention just now...keke...Bye people!

It Belongs To Me :)

2008-07-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hey there people of the universal, it's my very fisrt blog here.

But i'm really not so good in it, so forgive me that

if my sound really boredom or my emo.

Let's start it from now on...woohoo :)